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reflection at bukit chandu my

reflection at bukit chandu my unit organised an outing to bukit chandu (pasir panjang). the turnout was poor, some withdrawn from the trip at the last minute because of work commitments. a lady introduced us the history of singapore, what actually took place at bukit chandu and some other historical stuffs. bukit chandu was a malay kampong last time. during the world war II, the japanese invaded singapore. one of the fierce battles took place at bukit chandu where the malay regiment was holding ground. alot of soldiers were massacred. i felt rather emotional when i saw the video clips, the sudden urge to defend singapore came into my mind. ah~ so silly of me.

below are the pictures that i snapped just now.

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Tuesday, 29 Apr 2003 @ 05:44 PM

im one bad kid since

im one bad kid since young, my parents always quarrel with each other, shoutings were heard from one end till the other. they were brought together by those ancient blind marriages. im not afraid to tell you that i dont greet my parents since secondary school days till now. there is some problem with my family. we have a hugh generation gap. i remembered during my childhood, they always scold me, beat me and compare my results with the rest of the cousins. they dont understand me at all. i ran away from home once because i was beaten by my dad. well, you might think that im fortunate cos' some other people has lost their parents while i dont. i dont talk to them, cos' they dont understand. waste my time. especially my dad, he always think that he's right. so i wont bother to explain anything to him. we will just end up quarrelling. nag and nag, it's so irritating. the computer is my best friend in the house. whenever they nag, i will put on my headphones and blast the music.

performing dangerous stunts just to do charity for the NKF is lame.
i just feel that singaporeans donated just to sympathise the celebrities

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Sunday, 20 Apr 2003 @ 11:23 PM

losing streak oh someone please

losing streak oh someone please help me, i've been claypotting since many weeks ago. the team that i bet just wont win. maybe someone is curisng me behind my back. i shall retire from the betting world for now. i will reign again next season.

i need a weekend job, can anybody help?

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biking below are some photos

biking below are some photos taken on last sunday's biking trip. mouseover for details.

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Tuesday, 15 Apr 2003 @ 07:51 AM

MRT incident as usual, took

MRT incident as usual, took mrt home from boon lay. met dennis and we boarded the train together. told him to wake me up at my station. i couldn't get to sleep though. the incident happened after dover station. i was listening to my discman and dennis was sound asleep. suddenly everyone was looking at the other cabin. there were a lot of people crowded around, i didnt want to be a busybody and continue my music. after a while, i realised something was not right, i took a peep and saw a pool of blood. i saw his hand on the ground, someone was fainted. the civil defence nsf sitting opposite me rushed to the other cabin. a train annoucement was made, but i don't know what the hell it was saying. when the train stopped, i saw the guy was carried outside. i kept my wires, took my bag and rushed out of the train. he was still shaking and the floor was filled with blood. he was in a semi conscious state. he was still bleeding profusely. lionel was there too. i held on his hand and head. there was a very deep cut above his left eye, must be the fall after the fits. blood all over his face. one kind soul handed a packet of tissue to us. i helped him to wipe off the blood on his face. he was still quite blur. i asked him some questions in english, chinese and hokkien, he was still in amaze and couldn't answer. we took his wallet and searched for his identity card. a lady was calling for an ambulance while the mrt uncle kept asking for our names and contact numbers. --> such a cockster, cant he wait until everything is over!? i held the guy up and let him lean on my knees. i was wondering why the ambulance haven't come yet. we tried to calm him down. there was nothing we could do at that moment. finally the civil defence came, all of them were wearing masks --->damn funny. they asked him the same questions that we asked. the lady told them that he vomitted blood and hit the ground. they gave him an oxygen mask and took his IC. he was sent to NUH. lionel and me went to the toilet to wash our bloody hands. hoo~ what a day...

ps: when incidents happened, singaporeans will only gather and watch.
im utterly disappointed with some of the citizens.

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Friday, 11 Apr 2003 @ 07:28 PM

not our day This colleague

not our day This colleague of mine promised to do duty for me this morning but he put my aeroplane. haiz. in the end, i had to do more the duty for the rest of the week. dylan's trust has dropped to zero. haiz... --------
Tuesday, 08 Apr 2003 @ 07:16 PM

subject 2 finally passed subject

subject 2 finally passed subject 2. just now i rode in the main circuit, can go up to 5th gear. learnt that we must maintain at 3rd gear b4 turning. this instructor was more lenient than the previous one. the previous instructor was fucked up! pray that i will not bump into him again. --------
Monday, 07 Apr 2003 @ 11:56 PM

bored try this snake game

bored try this snake game i got 42 points for my 2nd try.

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Sunday, 06 Apr 2003 @ 08:43 PM

east coast went biking with

east coast went biking with jinwei and raymond just now. this will be the last time for raymond to cycle because he will be going on course for the next 10 months. poor thing. there's a rally at outside the stadium, the cars are very cool. the mods, the girls, the drivers, wowowow. wonders when i can get a nice car. *hopes to strike lottery* there are alot of people at east coast even though there's sars outbreak. little kids is making full use of this period to play cos' their june holidays will be cancelled. *kekeke* but who cares man, im still in the fucking army. kenji called and told me that he saw me. hmm.. i heard background voices of a lady. when i asked him, he didnt want to reveal. something is fishy. shall check it out tomorrow. --------

palmistry WRIST LINES Your Wrist

palmistry

WRIST LINES
Your Wrist Lines predict how many satisfying years you have ahead of you. The more wrist lines you have the better. You have four or more wrist lines, so you're officially drunk with happiness. Best advice for you? Share your happiness with someone else.

HEAD AND LIFE LINES
The top line is your Head Line and determines intelligence and mental strength. The bottom line is your Life Line and indicates passion. Your head and life lines touch, and your head line is straight, revealing that any hint of adventure or the unknown has you shaking in your practical, always appropriate boots. You sometimes lack self-confidence, and are most comfortable with task-oriented, repetitive jobs. Your passion is most often felt close to home, surrounded by pople like yourself.

HEART LINE
The Heart Line determines your romantic success. Your heart line curves up, and if your life had a theme song, it would be 'Hurts So Bad.' Your sensitivity can often lead to envy and self-doubt. You're constantly seeking approval and craving the spotlight, where you feel happy and accepted.

try yours here

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Zzz.. im so tired and

Zzz.. im so tired and sleepy. i have been waking up very early for the past few days. just came back from peck san theng. have to go there once a year to visit my ancesstors. i though we were early but they were already alot of families who came before us. it's crowded and smoky. my eyes are feeling terrible, luckily i dont wear contacts. hmm what should i do in the afternoon? no plans yet. --------

48/02 beg commissioning parade finally,

48/02 beg commissioning parade finally, the parade is over and the new officers were commissioned. mak ziheng and i were the first few who sneaked out immediately. the parade was alright, not many major mistakes and the drill was good. heard from them that jean danker was there too. *grrr* she has an alien face. i hate to wear the number 1 uniform, it's fucking hot! nowadays i have been swearing alot, i think i need to control the words that comes out from my mouth. i understand that it's quite rude. hehehe.

she went diving today.
should i call her to check if she's alright?
*confused*

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Saturday, 05 Apr 2003 @ 08:46 PM

sunset volleyball below are the

sunset volleyball below are the pics taken by dylan. manpower branch went there 2 weeks ago for our mini outing. pti tam brought his doggie along, she's called xena. wat a name. i hate being licked by her. *erks*.

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Thursday, 03 Apr 2003 @ 08:45 PM

confession on 24 mar 2003,

confession on 24 mar 2003, my heart beated very fast. the feelings that i hid for so long was revealed. --------

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